Oh God,
Creator and Possessor of all that exists, hear my cry as I lift my prayer to You
I am undone - there is nothing left of the me that was
Help me to remember that as my tears fall like rain, so does your mercy
Father, I give to You all that I am
I don’t know what else to do - I have no more answers
Draw near to me
as I edge closer and closer to You
I long to serve You with all my heart
but my heart is torn and broken by the trials I face
I want to love you with all my strength
but I have none left - nothing to offer
I long to worship you with all my mind
but my mind is in chaos and I know not even how to think
Please, oh God, please take my life - all that I am or ever will be
And make of me what you will, for I know of your faithfulness
even when I cannot find my own in the midst of this raging storm that is my life
My soul is yours - this is the one sure thing
onto which I hold so fiercely as You hold onto me
These troubled times I cannot bear
and there is none to help me but you alone
Let there be no more “I” outside of your will
I long to hear and obey you with every beat of my heart
For my life is a prayer that began with my first breath
and will not end even with my last